The President

People see me in a certain way.In everywhere I go and in everything that I do.Obviously, it really depends upon me as a role model.And I will make an apology for that-for whatever!As sometimes I do good,sometimes I do bad.I have to admit,that’s just me!One thing more,I am a good person,perhaps a good friend;if not anybody else’s best!For all I care,I can never commit myself about Heaven and Hell…Because I have Friends in both places. I can not talk much about me-personally.Because whenever I tried to,I always have this feeling that I am somekind of a Victim.(However people understand it.)Definitely,I believed that nobody knows oneself better than himself alone.With regards to that,I’ve come to realized after all this years;I never been the good boy I thought I really am!Not at a time..not at all cost… I am a Victim and I can not lie…It’s really difficult for me to confess in a sensitive way what a person I become,that anyhow won’t hurt…But what can I do,I’m just a Victim.I am sorry…There is no way I can help it.I am a Victim,either way I have to say…I am a better person than everybody around!And that probably hurts.Yet,I meant no harm.I am but a poor Victim… A Victim of a situation to which I can not make it easier for anyone to admit,I am a Victim and that I am destined above.There’s nothing to argue when I look up I see no one but me,when I try to look down I can’t hardly believed I saw many!I swear I never wished to be such a Victim.That for quite sometimes now,I keep my feet on still on the ground and rather stay humble.After all,nothing really counts in this world.Neither great nor small,whose been up and down…But I can’t ignore the feeling!I know how it really hurts to see someone above and fortunate enough.I am just glad I never had the feeling.And that even hurts more.Life is so unfair,isn’t it?My deep sympathy to you people.Please don’t make it harder for me.I am just a Victim and this has nothing to do with me alone.Me myself a gift that I would like to share somehow is no less than a poor Victim.I should have known,none of us can really help the things life has done to us.That’s what life is all about,I guess.And this is mine and that is yours…I am a Victim,can you be just happy for me?
Excess: A man maybe just as good as his words,though his words are no good! Said and Done